What do you do if u miss someone so much that you sit in the dark trying your very best not to cry??

What do you do if after years of relationship you still couldn't trust him just becoz he betrayed you once?

Why do you love him when time and time again he hurts you without him realising it?

Keep asking myself this questions as i re-read my diary..

I didn't realised how much i have been through a lot this year..i'm surprised how i managed to solve all the problems between us and forgave all your mistakes...

Yes all relationships wll face problems and obstacles...

My problem is just not trusting u though u've been trying to gain it back..

then i asked again..are u worth it?

maybe...

But after all the nonsense and hurt u put me through...

I thank u coz its an experience for me and it made me stronger..

2008 is ending soon...

let's put all the past behind us and march forward...

I just need u to be with me and go through the ups and downs of life...

U MAKE ME LAUGH
U MAKE ME CRY
IMPORTANTLY, U MAKE ME FEEL LOVED....


new chapters will soon begin....