To the guys(mamal,raihan,izzat etc) going for their NS....

Gud luck and take care k....

Had fun yesterday...get to lepak2 wif u all....

So, we planned a gathering to bid farewell to the guys going for their NS yesterdae..

Went to town, eat at Puncak and lepak at Coffeebean Paragon..

Raihan and Rizal cut their hair botak oreadi..hehehe..

Kecik told Raihan that he looks like Michael Scoffield(Singapore version) and Raihan was already
blushing..Kind of agree wif Kecik..hahahaha

Raihan brought his camera along..he let's me experiment wif his camera...

So generous of him...learn a lil bit of photography..though I suck at taking pics...

I rather ppl take my pic...hehehe...so vain ah wana....

i really2 will miss them..hope to mit up soon...it's a pity the others can't make it..

otherwise it will be much more fun...

To Kecik...

Be strong okie...I know u are strong enough to go through what u are going through rite now...
I will help u wen u nid me...anitime babe...

I KNOW YOU LOVE ME

THAT'S WHY I LOVE YOU

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING

YOU ARE THE MOST WONDERFUL HUMAN BEING

For Once Maths problem statement is super easy..

Today is about statistics which apparently the only topic in maths that I am good at..hahaha

Everything we do today as a group was fast... Worksheet is done even before the first meeting ends....

So rare...

Tmr is my lil sis Birthday( yet to buy her present)...Be going out to celebrate with my family...

Told lil sis that I haf to work tmr but she begged me to celebrate her bdae with her..so no choice, tmr gt to no show...

its the onli family outing after so long even tho my dad wont be joining coz will be celebrating with ex step mum...( my family is complicated, so dun ask)

I hate to NO SHOW for work but I haf to...At least I requested for morning shift like last week and last min I have to work evening shift...

Sorie Guys!

Yesterday night I gt this particular msg from Anwar a.k.a boyfie....

It was so touching...Even tho i was half asleep, the words in the msg wakes me up and open up my eyes widely...

The words are so sincere that if he was there beside me and say those words to me, i would be crying like I almost did yest...

I think boyfie read my previous post on this blog and thus send the msg to me of what he thinks...

I wish i could share the message here but its private...hehehehe

I end up smiling to myself when I wake up...

That's how great words can do to u....

RP(MALES) vs Super Reds( s league) today at 530pm -RP FIELD

I dun feel happy and satisfied with my life at the moment...

I feel that there's something more that I can do to improve my life..but I dunnoe what it is...

School is a major part of my life ryte now and it is taking up most of my time...

I don't have much time to sleep, to rest or even to go out and haf fun...

Anwar is not helping either...He is werking everyday..We spend less time together and even wen we meet , we are too tired to even go out...

I am not complaining about his work schedule as I am at fault too considering that I am very busy with my training and all...

But believe it or not, I do feel neglected..

Yesterdae was our anniversary and I end up spending the day at my dad's house and irritating everyone in the house just to keep myself busy...

As usual, he's werking..I bet he even forget our anniversary also...

Holidays doesn't even feel like one...

The 2 weeks of holidays is spent mostly in RP due to trg and camps...

I just can't wait for POLITE to be over...

I haven't been werking a lot during the hols...

But the daes dat I dun haf trgs, I haf to werk..So no rest for me...

and get this HAF TO...

If I don't werk, tongues will start wagging and people will start complaining...

Plus, if I dun werk, where do I get money from...

Money dun just fall from the sky...

So to those who keep complaining that they are tired when they are staying at home all the time during hols, Please count urself lucky...

Trust me, If u are in my position, u would have been diagnosed with exhaustion...

Every weekend when i work, I envy those teens chilling out at mcafe wif their frens and having fun...

I admit that I haf been neglecting my frens lately...

But I hope they understand my situations...

If I have my ways, I would rather spend my time going out with my frens...

but I dun have that kind of priveleges...

Hope all of u understand...

thanks

Disappointment is like a poison...

it hurts so much that it can kills u...

rush home from trg to catch anugerah..

by the time i reach home, they were just starting to announce the results..

saw Shahirah a.k.a shira on tv...

felt very guilty coz i cant be dere to show her my support coz i gt trg that i cant miss

they( the host) really took a long time to actualli announce the result...

so when it gets to shirah, my heart alomost drop...can see in her face that she was very nervous...

Wen the host say she didnt make it, I almost throw my bottle of peach throw at the tv...

Can see that she is very disappointed...

how i wish she gt in and another contestant is out..

that wld be better..seeing her disappointed like that makes me sad...i wish there's something i could do...

bt i cant..im not there.....that makes me a bad friend ryte...

but aniwae, I'm realli proud of her..

she gt the courage to for her dreams..to go for what we wanted....

most of us didn't haf the courage to do tat...

like me for instance....I noe wat i want bt im so afraid that i will fail and be disappointed if i dun get what i want...

after seeing her today, she's my inspiration...I want to go after what I want and whether i get what i want is a different thing...

i want to be courageous like her...

shahirah is my new inspiration..u are the best!!!

love you girl!!!

Crocs Maryjane

Hey People,

I'm selling my original Crocs Mary Jane ..

Size W5...

Just bought like a week ago...still in gud condition...

Selling for $15...

Just tag at my tag board or contact me if u are interested...

Thank You!