I woke up this morning being greeted by body aches and terrible headaches...

I keep telling myself that i will make it to school because today is my special dae...

SO i get up from my bed, made my way to the toilet to take a shower and stared into the mirror...

I ask myself again, I dun look like I am 20, i dun feel like i'm 2o...

I wish myself Happy Birthdae and continue to get ready...

When I was putting on my make up, I keep thinking, I was given the oppurtunity to live for 20 years, what would I do with the remaining years that I am going to live through..

Every year, during my birthdae, I set a few new goals for me to work on.. I have yet to do mine for this year but I roughly have an idea what my goals will be..

Whether I will achieve it by the time I turn 21, that is different matter..

Aniwae, Last year, my goals are..

1) Continue my studies to Polytechnic
2) Travel(yet to be fulfilled)
3) Spend more time with my siblings
4) start saving

the goals may seem like a cliche and if u ask everybody else, they will come up with similar goals as I mentioned...

I am the type who goes for what I want..and that characteristics get where I am today..I work my ass of to get to poly even though it was a long route...

I know what I want to do.. I know where I want to be in a few years time and I know how to get it...It's just that I dun get the oppurtunity yet..Luck is always not on my side..That is what I have to work on...

At the end of the day, I believe that all efforts will be rewarded...I am waiting for the reward...

Aniway, To those who wish me, Thank u so much!!!!
For Mcafe team, Thanks for the present!!!
To bf, Thanks for the great day I spend with you tho we can't celebrate on my actual bdae...