There's just a lot of things that I wish I could say to that someone straight in the face..

But I cn never find the courage to do that...

Coz I am so afraid to lose that someone that I am willing to keep everything to myself for as long as I can....

And pretend as if noting happened and what that someone did or say never hurt me when I noe that its hurting me....

Just haf to tell myself to keep smiling....

And everything will be alright..

Till the dae that i could not hold on any longer..Don't blame me if anything happened...