Disappointment is like a poison...

it hurts so much that it can kills u...

rush home from trg to catch anugerah..

by the time i reach home, they were just starting to announce the results..

saw Shahirah a.k.a shira on tv...

felt very guilty coz i cant be dere to show her my support coz i gt trg that i cant miss

they( the host) really took a long time to actualli announce the result...

so when it gets to shirah, my heart alomost drop...can see in her face that she was very nervous...

Wen the host say she didnt make it, I almost throw my bottle of peach throw at the tv...

Can see that she is very disappointed...

how i wish she gt in and another contestant is out..

that wld be better..seeing her disappointed like that makes me sad...i wish there's something i could do...

bt i cant..im not there.....that makes me a bad friend ryte...

but aniwae, I'm realli proud of her..

she gt the courage to for her dreams..to go for what we wanted....

most of us didn't haf the courage to do tat...

like me for instance....I noe wat i want bt im so afraid that i will fail and be disappointed if i dun get what i want...

after seeing her today, she's my inspiration...I want to go after what I want and whether i get what i want is a different thing...

i want to be courageous like her...

shahirah is my new inspiration..u are the best!!!

love you girl!!!