I dun feel happy and satisfied with my life at the moment...

I feel that there's something more that I can do to improve my life..but I dunnoe what it is...

School is a major part of my life ryte now and it is taking up most of my time...

I don't have much time to sleep, to rest or even to go out and haf fun...

Anwar is not helping either...He is werking everyday..We spend less time together and even wen we meet , we are too tired to even go out...

I am not complaining about his work schedule as I am at fault too considering that I am very busy with my training and all...

But believe it or not, I do feel neglected..

Yesterdae was our anniversary and I end up spending the day at my dad's house and irritating everyone in the house just to keep myself busy...

As usual, he's werking..I bet he even forget our anniversary also...

Holidays doesn't even feel like one...

The 2 weeks of holidays is spent mostly in RP due to trg and camps...

I just can't wait for POLITE to be over...

I haven't been werking a lot during the hols...

But the daes dat I dun haf trgs, I haf to werk..So no rest for me...

and get this HAF TO...

If I don't werk, tongues will start wagging and people will start complaining...

Plus, if I dun werk, where do I get money from...

Money dun just fall from the sky...

So to those who keep complaining that they are tired when they are staying at home all the time during hols, Please count urself lucky...

Trust me, If u are in my position, u would have been diagnosed with exhaustion...

Every weekend when i work, I envy those teens chilling out at mcafe wif their frens and having fun...

I admit that I haf been neglecting my frens lately...

But I hope they understand my situations...

If I have my ways, I would rather spend my time going out with my frens...

but I dun have that kind of priveleges...

Hope all of u understand...

thanks